Friday, November 20, 2015

Hypocrisy, white walls, red colors...-Life's too big a word!

Who am I? What am I? How am I? Where am I? When will I be? ....Gosh...all the I's together make our lives. Sincerely, for me Life's too big a word and a bigger jungle of everything. Should I worry on commenting on politics or get ruled by it? Should I worry about the blood red Paris and the tit for tat and a loss of lives and the pool of red color? Should I worry about the real India or the reel India? Where is my daughter growing up?

She is 2 years and 2 months, I am thinking of a play school by next month. Now I wonder how will I grow her up? What should I teach her? Intolerance, politics, hypocrisy, falsehood, hatred or am I doing the right thing by teaching her simple Humanity--embracing humans not a 'religion-al' object?

I am over 30 and I have seen quite as much I need to was what I thought when I got married but as days are passing by I realize that age has nothing to do with experiences and learning. All my knowledge fails when I behold others! I do not understand anything, I stand speechless and a complete jackass to conversation.

Each one of us have our shares of joy and grief but then why be so aloud to eat up lives? I can't kill a cockroach....I wonder how people kill for petty things. The other side-----do we have so much of poverty? Or is the laze of everyone in, out or under poverty for not working when every limb seems to be working? Another side probably is the power hungry mass of jerks who definitely could sell their mothers, wives, daughters and everybody just to be on the 'right to order' position. I am amazed. God Bless the generation that has yet to learn ABCD.

I put a little question to myself --" Should I stop being good because the other is not?".....I 'd definitely not. That doesn't mean I would allow morons to eat up my life..!