"The Hanging Indent"

Surprising words of fun,
The fun quotient,
The sheer meaning of unbound spirit,
What a Hanging Indent..!
I miss it..

The suppressing of words,
The opening up of new views,
Reliving a broken tie with oneself...
That breath, that sigh, that mischief:
What a jingle jungle it was
I miss it...

That very stature of a being,
Discovering the unknown strengths,
I miss that conviction..

I am left with a void of the Hanging Indent....
Out on space....

"NEXUS"

The notes of a song so wonderfully woven,

The sweetness so joyfully spread,

A moment as an eon of ethereal thirst 

Quenched in a single moment.

An obnoxious idiot as I am,

Another jam of waves;

Holy Nexus.

"Online Booking"

A thought into the spread of words,
A smile at the vivid clarity,
A wish so honest,
And the encapsulating world into mine.

How does the Almighty play?
How entangled the paths get,
Limping and laughing at the sarcasm of Time;
Yet happy with the lonely feeling.

Yes, the Online booking at the Lord's desk,
May such strings be available to the human race,
An enchanted, blissful world thus will be,
With pure joy and love on the brink always.

May the wishes of thy little heart
Be filled with joy this very life,
By mingling with the like alike,
An unknown life I shall not guarantee.!!!

The feel of feeling younger..!!

I take this opportunity to mention that after almost a decade I am happy to have found the new feel of feeling younger. Life doesn't always give a golden opportunity to all of us. I am lucky to have this opportunity. Life stagnated after being a Mom in terms of smiles, jokes, responsibilities---it is still the same but sometimes God brings some situations, experiences and people to help you realize that its worth taking risks and adventures of a different kind.

I recently got involved in an event coordination that came along with my job but what I gained is a lifetime feeling younger feel. A client made me think on the following:

• Everything doesn't need to have a reason-things can be appreciated and worked out without any reason. It just needs the right intentions.
• I can teach my child to be what I am not-----practically what I aspired to be..! (success will double up if she loves it too).
• I can be a complete idiot but there might be still one in a million who might actually listen.
• Energies when coincide and are routed in conjunction then anything is possible. 

Yet some other of the same clientele made me realize:

• You just don't need brains to succeed ...you need an attitude!
• Being a good speaker makes a very few friends but more of foes.....Don't stop speaking....if that's your strength.
• One can be completely irrational but completely influential...!

The services industry is awesome..! An ever learning process and growing with every passing day. So many things to learn about people places and things.

Thanks to this organization and the man behind the show to help me learn something. It is too early to name the organization...sorry..friends..!

The Disappearing Me!

Hi There,

Those few of you who have read me, appreciated me and encouraged me, a sincere note of thanks and an announcement of revival of my spirit of writing after a hibernation into Motherhood, with a super naughty daughter of 21 months old now.

I shall begin with the most divine and true bond - motherhood. I am emotional, 'senti' as some say, about life, people and relations. I am blessed to be a lady, I am saying this and accept it wholeheartedly now, only after my daughter is born. Bearing her for 9 months, going through labor and holding such a masterpiece-Life  in itself is an unparalleled joy. Being of the female kind....yes....facing the odd that one has to-eve-teasing, doting admirers, crushes, love hate relations- parental disagreement ...oohh there are lots, everything just changed overnight. I started teaching myself to love myself. Cleaning, bathing, worrying, shouting, fighting, pampering as all mothers do I started learning the other side of life.

Being the first teacher of my child.! Can you imagine the responsibility we hold? It shocks me - I worry and prepare for her future. I have totally lost sense and desire for my own. I am everything today to safeguard her. How amazing! She knows Mom's around and she takes me for granted. A zillion thanks and gratitude to that super father of my daughter who has lived through all my pains throughout our togetherness. He has listened to, talked about and taken care of every craving of mine and definitely his life-his daughter.

Father is the strength and diplomacy that a child looks up to and mother is the all time granted love affair..!!