Sunday, May 13, 2012

The Makeover

A little girl, growing up in the spirited and overprotective world of her family, giving in for quite a few years to their choices and then one day breaking free. She flew past with hopes of making her own destiny, doing her duties and letting go of small dreams. Yes, she dreamed of being someone unique, doing unique and even thinking unique. She found early love, but was a pain disguise. She found yet another love that showed her the potential she held within, she found in him 'the other she that she could have been'. They shared laughter, tears, torments, dreams, wish-lists, food, rain, hunger, anger and probably everything that made it almost complete. Yet, circumstances made her part ways and recline to a world she thought she would never belong to.

She made her choice, she won't give up, she will find a way to hold on. She held on to her faith that someday, if some afterlife exists, she will be complete with success, choices and love regained. She vowed her life and loyalty to her spouse. Her spouse being the only one who has ever loved her unconditionally. He holds conditions for a better living, higher thinking and making no mistakes. For his love she survives, dreams, and writes. They argue, they abuse, they laugh, they cry  but they love their love. She realized only after tying the knot that she has transformed into someone she can't understand but someone who is not afraid of anything anymore. She loves this about her now. She wants to pass on her knowledge of experiences to a new soul, whether born to her or another.

Is this a common story? Is this such a reality that we don't pay respect to even a thought at it? Is it always for the good? Yes, when life starts it does not guarantee happiness. It is we within who make every moment what we want it to be. Do we understand where we should bar ambitions, dreams and happiness? Now, if all are allowed to live their own thoughts, then most of us will become anti-social, agreed. Full stop. I guess it is a never ending process of loss and gain.

Friday, May 11, 2012

"Sealed"

An unexpressed joy,
A frozen thought,
An unaccomplished moment;
None more fruitful than,
The yearned for Choice.

The enclosure in an envelop,
The pervading darkness,
Glimpses of a nightmare;
None more fearful than,
A day's thought on Future.

Abandoning path,
Making an uncommon Reality,
Driving into endless horizons;
Yet more achieving than,
The Mother's birth !